The Upgrade

Silence is as loud as the sounds you helped me create,
From being vocal to no longer delivering words to each other,
Burns a hole where you first touched me,
My heart,
That's where you left the ashes,
There was love there,
Preserved to be for you,
I never got the chance to fall for you though,
You didn't allow me to fall in love with even the shark within you conscious,
No,
You did that,
Afraid of what was possible,
Afraid of what God knew you deserved,
Holding up a mirror to your bad side,
When I already was glorifying your good,
So why am I being punished,
You at least owe my heart and soul your sincerest apology,
As well as your return,
Cause I was nothing like your first start,
I was thee upgrade baby.