Shattered

Grasping the blades,
Wrists sliced open,
Blood rushing down your arm,
Heart beating fast,
Not even shaking,
Your calmer than ever,
Ovberving what's underneath,
As your arm is over that towal it's absorbing that rushing blood,
Debating if you'll do it again,
You do it again,
Your heart beats faster,
You get light headed,
Your hand becomes cold and numb but you don't care,
You just watch yourself bleed and eventually it stops,
Everything stops the blood flow,
 your fast beating heart,
You clean the mess you made then fall asleep hopeing not to wake,
But you do and you do this all over again but this time when your fast beating heart slows down....
You stop everything stops and you're gone,
You finally did it,
And you're proud as that dark fallen angel soul lifts from your body as you look at what you've done you fly away to a happy place where no harm will ever be done,
Where you'll be safe from all harm,
You've died in a tragic way but you don't care because you're shattered soul can now be free even though your soul is black as can be you're free,
You're free you're dead no more pain or suffering your gone forever.