Done Love

Done love.
I'm done.
Done loving.
Done being vulnerable.
Done.
Done being the crazy one.
When will someone be crazy about me?
Done giving my all to receive nothing in return.
Zip, shit, but fuck it I quit
Done loving more
Caring more
Fighting more
For what?
In this war that I'm fighting to win
Yet your desire to surrender is as soon as it begins?
I can never win.
I'm too young
to stress and to cry
Tears in the night
Holding my pillow tight
Wishing it was you by my side.
Fuck this. I refuse to be that fragile
The little girl watching love stories,
Wishing the fictional scene
Was a reality to me.
Fuck that acted out shit.
Eating a bowl of ice cream
Drowning in my tears for somebody to want me.
I'm fucking livid.
These fuck boys I open up to.
Con artist in disguise destroying my heart... I guess destruction's a form of art.
I gotta be smart. Still be the lady that mom and dad raised me to be.
With the heart of a goddess and a nigga mentality.
This beauty won't crack
Cause I'm great !
And I may not be okay , but just know
I'm okay.
I don't need pity or a hug.
Just know , I'm fed up, I'm tired , I'm done , love.