Shadow of your no

Time is of the essence, they say
But I still feel your presence linger on
You never left my side even though
You've never really been there
How could I just carry on,
Pick up the pieces from the floor,
If I'm entranced by the shadow casted by your no,
That worthless answer to my cause
In this crazy world
Who cares about a restless mind?
In these crazy times
Who cares about a crazy heart?
You did well to leave me here,
You did well to turn me down