Im so pissed...

God im so pissed
cant you just help me ounce
take the pain
and shove it where the sun dont shine
I think im starting to hate myself
can you help me or are you
just going to sit there and let me
hurt more and more
ripping my being from me
shamed for all eternity
blackened out by the sun
put down by the rain
my words my not make sence but this
is what happens when you dont know or
remember why just why shits happening
all you can do is sit back and watch everything
unpeal itsself even if it fucks you up in the end
god just says..."Lesson learned"...like are you
fucking kidding me

Somebody just shoot me...