Cheat

I knew it was a bad decision
going there - but you gave me permission
We had a blast spending time together
that moment Fucked us forever
I walked away to a silent place
to try and screw my head in place
Trouble came knocking on that door
and I went weak- acting like a whore!
My eyes grew teary- knowing the wrong
but when he came close I pretended to be strong
He kissed me so hard I bumped my head
before I knew it we were on his bed,
A lust Tornado ripped the room apart.
This spilled certain doom from the start...
I didn't stop- I knew this was not right
I just kept going- not putting up a fight.
The anger and guilt gnaws at my soul
an empty shell- nothing but a piece of coal.