no idea yet ..

just something that came in my head last night had to jot it down ..

middle of my my bloods
drives me  insane
creeps inside my blankets
first tickling my thoughts
just thoughts
then movie scenes
followed by rivers of tears
All my fears thrown in my face

My hormones
become nightmares'
Horrible bitches
Men become gods
I seek to please


fondle with my heart
I need synthetic kisses
false cuddles
make believe love making


I'm desperate
for a twisted  rose
to prick my finger
let my blood flow


ä little glance
a little attention
some dark affection

You will have me crawling
Ill be your pet
throw me a treat'
when I have behaved
demand I
Roll
Sit
Playdead
""whoof whoof '"
see I let out a bark

I'm a junkie
hanging for a taste of lust
will do anything
just needing your dick tonight
once my bleeding ends

ahhhh take deep breath

mind falls back in place
no need to punch a hole
I'm back from outer space



Hormone whores
demons cutting
my uterus walls
psychotic voices
roller coaster up down
swinging so high in the sky
crashing splattered on the floor

If only I could
lock the door
keep me closed in
till my days past
wait one or 2 more just incase

ill be singing happy tunes
Love Peace and Harmony
not one fowl word
its all sweet
honey bees
babes and huns

3 weeks will begin again
the lunatic awakes
Emotional over stupid adds
tears about b graded movies
wanting to get nude
mens are gods
ill play dead
a little dick
and I'm set

extreme pms
need to chill
relax
release
let it come
let it pass
Breath
will be all over soon