This poem is called This nightmare

I KEEP DREAMING OF THIS NIGHTMARE
IT KEEPS ME UP MOST NIGHT
I KEEP ON DREAMING OF THE SAME NIGHT
LIKE LIGHTS FLASHING SIRENS LOUDER
I CAN'T IMAGINE NOTHING WORST THAN THIS
I WAKE AND YOU ARE THERE
EYES CLOSED SHIRT RED SOMEONE PLEASE
MY BROTHER IS DEAD
HE IS ON THE CONCRETE
FIGHTING TO BREATHE
THEY HOLDING ME BACK FROM HOLDING HIM
I BEGIN TO YELL JUST SCREAM
THAT'S MY BROTHER LAYING IN THE STREET
I FALL TO MY KNEES THINKING WHY ME
I WONDER IF HE KNEW I LOVE HIM
PUSHING THROUGH CROWDS
THEY WON'T LET ME SEE HIM NOW
IT FAST FORWARD
HE IS GETTING BURIED
MY HEART FEELS HEAVY
THESE PEOPLE DIDN'T KNOW
HE WAS MY HERO MY BROTHER
THEY START THE URLGY
And USUALLY I'LL BE QUIET
NOT NOW I CAN'T SIT SILENT
MY TEARS FLOWING
LIKE THE SIRENS
I KEEP HEARING
THE LAST TIME WE TALKED
I LOVED HIS JOKES
THE WAY HIS IS
HIS LIFE WASN'T SUPPOSE TO END
MY EVER LASTING LOVE
NO LONGER IS US
I FEEL LIKE THIS TO STRONG
I WAKE UP
I LOOK AT MY PHONE
I FIGURE HE IS STILL HERE WITH ME
BUT I SWEAR
THIS NIGHTMARE
IS MY WORST FEAR.