forgotten tears

there was always the memories i kept locked away
the emotions i hid from the world out of fear
i am one man with multiple faces, yet i show none of them
i exist among others yet its as if i’m just a ghost
however even a ghost has more presence than me
i look inside myself only seeing darkness
at the end of the darkness is the door i sealed
i hear all the voices of my other faces
my anger try to break free and take control
my sadness try to flood my mind with clouds
my sorrow wishes me to be in my own misery
all of my voices echo and never stop talking
i look in the mirror and i see multiple faces
always changing from one to another
waiting for the day that i give in
and after that day there’s nothing left of me
or was i even there to begin with….