Monsters in my head

I wonder have you ever thought
what goes on in her mind if you
did you might just turn and run
or even hide

It's not full of rainbows and
lolly-pops oh hell no, it's more
like dark monsters creeping
around, hunting for something
to rip apart

This is not the monsters under
your bed, oh no my monsters in
my head is much worse
little red eyes that glow in the
dark, claws that are as big as knives
and could cut threw paper with out even
trying, fangs long and sharp
the kind that go after men

My monsters in my head sometimes
even worry me, don't know how long
I can keep them in check......

I am so worried that they will take
over and there wont be any of
me left. I don't know if it will
eat my soul or rip it apart

If they east it, there will be a
fight I will try to run but it will
be like a wolf after it's dinner
on an empty stomach trust
me when I say it wont be clean

But if they rip it apart it will be like
Freddy Kruger cutting into someones
chest the more you squirm the deeper
the knives go and the more the blood
flies across the room

But if they get loose oh my God
what will the world do? It won't be good
for anyone who gets in their way.
They want to bring Hell to Earth

Not quite the way you may think
they are no some Demon out of
Hell, these are monsters from deep
with in my mind, they love to rub
every mistake I have ever made
into my face

Make me feel like I am worthless
and like it wont get better
most of the time I can keep them
locked up deep in my head out
of the way of everyday
But then every now and again
they come out to fight, trying
to take over my mind

This time of year the monsters
get even worse
I hate September - November
cause my monsters get very strong
and fight very hard to take over
I will say that over the last 15 years
I have gotten a lot more control over
these monsters but they are still there
I just hope I can keep them locked up
and not let them out