No I'm not

I'm not in love, I'm not in love !
I just crave you like poison
No I'm not in love, not with you !
I just can't see anyone else to the horizon.

I don't have lust, I don't have lust !
But your skin is soft as embers
No I don't lust, not after you !
I'll just dream of scorned everafters.

     Let's take a walk from ancient times
     And I'll secretely call you mine...

I'm not a fool, I'm not a fool !
I know I'd set it all aflame
Not I'm not fooled, even by you !
I would cling and burn out of shame.

     My heart is shaped to your extravagance
     If I'd fallen for you, I now do my penance...

I'm not crazy, I'm not crazy !
My sanity won't stand any more longing
No I'm not crazy, not about you !
But I will be lest I keep dreaming.

           I know it can't last
           Yet it's been lasting forever
           Yet I've been hurt like a sucker
           No future differs from the past
           This barrier, do I want it down ?
           I graze it but stand forlorn...