Insomnia

Another sleepless night .
I toss and I turn because i can't sleep
This insomniac behavior is getting the best of me.
Is it me? Or is it the thought of you.
Professing your love by day, but by night is that true?

I . Love . You
This hackneyed line that I can't help but to construe .
I close my eyes hoping that I'll fall in a deep sleep.
I need an escape, from this nightmare called reality .
but I can only cry myself to unconsciousness so much.
The pain, I can no longer fathom
My ghosts of present's past wears an eerie smile and silently mocks me.

She knows how to kick me when I'm already on the ground .
fuck.
I placed myself in this predicament and I don't know how to deal with the consequences of a love I've always wanted , questioning its authenticity because I've only had knock-offs.

Will I ever get some rest
My mind is distressed.
My heart eradicated
My tears relentless.
I need a break.
let me sleep away this agony .
Rest. In. Peices.