Around The Bend

I say how I feel
And the pain is real
I’m never happy
Always sad
While the world around me
Seems so glad
So happy
And Joyful
I need an escape
I want to be happy
And not so sad
Maybe even a little glad
But the pain i feel
That pain is real
Happy isnt real for me
Its not even probable
This depression is bad
And every day it kicks my ass
They hear what i say
But they don’t listen
I feel worthless
And outcasted
And fearful of the world
My pain is real
And it wont go away
Not even for a single day
So what i say here on this very page
Might help me not to end my days
I might get happy
And maybe even glad
And this pain that’s SO real
Might start to disappear
So maybe this
Isn't the end
Maybe happy’s just around the bend.