Filled With Mixed Emotions....What's Half, Is Yours

Try to understand me(When I'm smiling at you )
I'm truly lonely inside(When I'm walking by you)
I wanna walk with you(When I'm Filled With Mixed Emotions)
I wanna die so badly x3
WHATS HALF,  IS YOURS
OH GOD WHATS HAPPENING TO ME(IVE CHANGED)

Try to understand me(When I'm smiling at you )
I'm truly lonely inside(When I'm walking by you)
I wanna walk with you(When I'm Filled With Mixed Emotions)
I wanna be more then friends(I want to be your husband)

Now it feels like the sadness in me is stronger then
Anything else, but there are still people as orbs of light.
So how can I live on knowing I can never be with you.

Try to understand me(When I'm smiling at you )
I'm truly lonely inside(When I'm walking by you)
I wanna walk with you(When I'm Filled With Mixed Emotions)
I wanna die so badly x3
WHATS HALF,  IS YOURS
OH GOD WHATS HAPPENING TO ME(IVE CHANGED)

FROZEN IN FEAR(AN OVERWHELMING CLOUD OF SADNESS)POURING DOWN WITH SORROW
HITS ME HARD IN MY HEART
ITS TOO MUCH TO TAKE(WHEN THERES NO UNDERSTANDING)
NO SYMPATHY, NO LOVE
IT TOOK SO MANY YEARS TO FINALLY BEAT THE ACCURSED IN ME
I WANNA DIE SO BADLY X3
WHATS HALF,  IS YOURS
OH GOD WHATS HAPPENING TO ME(IVE CHANGED)

Try to understand me(When I'm smiling at you )
I'm truly lonely inside(When I'm walking by you)
I wanna walk with you(When I'm Filled With Mixed Emotions)
I want to confess my love for you x7