Walking Away

I miss you,
This much is true, but you must understand I had to let you go.
You should know I didn't want to walk away.
I really wanted to stay, but you didn't want to.
I let you go,
Don't get me wrong I still love you,
But you don't love me,
You won't even let yourself care,
All we ever were was a lustorous affair to you while to me we were a possible future.
Please don't make me think about his smile
Or
Having my first child,
I'll just walk away and avoid the way you made me feel.
You dismayed me as nothing when I thought we were something.
Save me the heart break and let us go our separate ways.
As the days go by I still think of him,
I still wish he was still here loving me,
Telling me I'm the only one,
Being able to have fun with the one I truly love and not some other stranger.
Just face it, you never truly had feelings for me.
Please just stay out of my memory,
I'm tired of this feeling, I just want to go back to being happy.
I miss you,
This much is true, but you must understand I had to let you go.
You should know I didn't want to walk away.
I never wanted to be in your way nor did I want to seem like a bother,
I thought maybe we could be forever, but never had I ever imagined you'd hurt me like this.
You were my lover and my best friend, I have never thought that it would end like this.
But I guess I just need to forget the things we've said and done and go on with my life as you go on with yours.
I miss you,
This much is true, but you must understand I had to let you go.
You should know I didn't want to walk away.