Again

here i go again
is she scared of breaks
or being away from me for a long period of time?
i dont wanna lose her
not forever
this feels like when she was gone in dc
i am hoping the outcome of this is the same.
that she comes back saying "I'm not leaving you"
she means the entire world to me.
she keeps telling me to move on.
find someone better.
i dont want to.
everything was fine two days ago.
im a fighter.
im gonna fight for what i love.
can i just keep her
forever? 

please note. i know this is not my best. but i am just trying to get everything out of my head right. not wanting to lose my wonderful girlfriend Amanda Rachelle