Forget to Remember or Remember to Forget

I was excited it was Friday
Because tomorrow is my birthday.
But then I remembered today is my moms birthday.
And I forgot.
Which is weird to forget such a day.
It just came upon me and wondered what to do about it.
Not because I was being selfish,
but because there was nothing to plan for this day
Nothing to do.
No one to wish a happy birthday
no gifts to buy.
No one to hug.
I can only call out in a silent prayer
And wish her a happy birthday.
I love you and miss you.