Times Get Rough

             Times are rough when you realize, that there is no future spending the present worrying about the past. Stress only sets in when you allow individuals to steal your joy. If you didn't have those extra feelings hidden and tucked away like a reserve tank, the presence or voice of an individual or situation couldn't begin to faze you. By the world load were my feelings for you filled with happiness and possibilities. Being on the edge of the unstable, mental confusion slows the body down. Make it easy on yourself. Your emotions run like wild horses. Bringing broad minded thinking to a minimum. Only the thoughts of others make you push me away. I've been nothing but nice to you from day one, as compliments get shot down daily. I apologize for you, having tears ago feelings that's overwhelmed you. Not being in the right mind state, you blocked blessings. Your happiness was a concern to me, but I do care. I really like you a great deal. I'll miss making you blush and spending sweet times. I feel the distance between us seen in your eyes. You were a blessing to me and a part of my heart. I pray that your fucked up issues lighten and your mind strengthens. But until you let that bullshit go, times will get rough when you don't take a step back and realize. Good bye.





                       Sir Lancelott