Dazed and Confused ..Am I turning into the L word

She filled my glass
Full to the brim.
He was never good enough
For you honey she purred.
I looked at her beautiful eyes
Her soft blonde hair.
Drink up she whispered
You need a good glow.
My head was fuzzy
I did not notice her hand
On the thigh
at the hem of my skirt.
She has been my friend
For years we are neighbours.
Then her face was close to mine.
Her lips seeking mine.
It was a passionate kiss
Like my ex gave me
When he wanted me to
Well never mind.
Then her tongue flickered
In my mouth her hands
Unbuttoned my shirt.
You have beautiful breast
She said lifting them out of my bra
Her mouth hungrily devouring  my nipples.
It had been too long
No one since he left me
I needed to be loved
To be desired but by another woman?
Then she hiked my skirt
Her fingers seeking my wetness
Sliding down my panties
Then she knelt before me
Her head between my spreading thighs
Her tongue flickering inside me
Like my husband did
But she knew where to caress me.
In an convulsive explosion
I arched my back thrusting
Myself into her open mouth.
Cum in my mouth honey
She invited let it go
I flooded my feminine juices
Until she drank me dry.
She had me three more times that night.
I came repeatedly.
Now I have not seen her again
For a few weeks
I wonder if I am a lesbian
Yet I am still attracted  to  men9