Why?

Why must it be me? lost a bunch
of friends that were comforting,
like how am I still single when
I'm always nice and comprehensive.
I try to stay positive, and I try
to motivate them? I try to put a
smile on their face so they don't
live like my imperfections.
They're sad and I'm there, they're
happy and I'm there. Funny how I
get feelings when I'm in despair
but get left like a toddlers toy,
why must I suffer, Is my heat
destroyed?