just doesnt make since anymore.

i dont see why
i dont see the reason
maybe its because of me,
but fuck the free.
im trapped
in my own world.
and my vision is blurred.
my heart is racing,
and im pacing,
back and forth
waiting for something
but i dont know what
i dont know anything
i would give everything.
but i dont have anything.
so whats the point?
i dont understand.
it doesn't even feel like im on land.
im on air.
fuck life,
it anit fair.
but as people always told me,
it wont be,
so just leave.
its just me.
im a nightmare right?
fuck it.
i dont even see the light.