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Afraid
She has one foot in the bed
And one out the door
She cares deeply for me
But not enough to stay
I want to settle the matter and kick her out
And I will regret the consequences
Of being alone
So I hang on to her affections
And casual romances
Until the day has come
That she has reminded me so often
That she cannot stay anymore
(Thanks VP)
And one out the door
She cares deeply for me
But not enough to stay
I want to settle the matter and kick her out
And I will regret the consequences
Of being alone
So I hang on to her affections
And casual romances
Until the day has come
That she has reminded me so often
That she cannot stay anymore
(Thanks VP)
Published 19th Jun 2015
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19th Jun 2015 4:27pm
Just a fear...and somehow we are all afraid of this same thing. Maybe you're wrong...DP. I love the honest vulnerability in this write.
19th Jun 2015 5:38pm
Thats what I was aiming for. Something honest and vulnerable. Thanks VP.
19th Jun 2015 7:59pm
Interesting write DP. I do believe I know what you mean, being in a variation of this situation. Good luck, man. Fuck the fear itself.
20th Jun 2015 5:20am
Thank you Crow. Fuck the fear. I might use that as my personal slogan.
20th Jun 2015 10:12pm
I can definitely relate to this fear, riddled with chronic fear of abandonment... I think the secret to overcoming this fear is to take one day at a time and enjoy things while they are good. I am horrible at this advice myself, so maybe it is foolish to share it. haha Oh well. Good luck I guess. haha
22nd Jun 2015 6:14pm
Thank you Sam for the read and comment. It ends up being a one day at a time thing and, one some days, not to expect anything more than that.
6th Aug 2015 7:28am
It's always sad when we just play out the thread that we know should be cut.
