I'm Tired

"The world'll know money can't
stop a suicidal weakness"
I listen to King Kendrick,
Tupac, Biggie, and Phora.
All lyrically geniuses
I'm looking for my own
peak and it's hard being
optimistic when people know
your secrets.
Cigarette after cigarette
this depression leaves
me fucking speechless,
I look around me and see
my demons, it's Nikki,
Mary Jane and Jack Daniels,
they consume my time
as I neglect my prime
I'm struggling in conquering
and taking what's mine
but I don't ever get love, a
friendship and I lose my shine.
I'm just tired, tired of
looking in the mirror asking
why I'm still here, if I saw
myself through your eyes "I'd
sock that repugnant swine."
Everyday is the same sequence,
I just wanted to let you know
that money can't stop a suicidal
weakness.