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I'm Sorry
I'm sorry I told you I loved you, it's hard for me not to get attached. I'm the type of person who gets scary thoughts in my mind but I end up pushing them back. I know we are just friends and I'm scared I'm going to ruin our friendship, I'm not telling you to leave, I really hope you don't I'm just telling you that it's ok if you don't love me back. It's hard for me to keep friends when I get scared of being hurt and I push them away. I know you'll never hurt me because I want you to stay, I just hate being put through so much pain. I know you'll probably get mad because this is really long, but I'm doing my best and I'm trying to stay strong. You're one of the people I trust the most. I have trust issues a lot and I hope you understand, I love you so much and I hope you'll come and stand, beside me forever and holding my hand.
Published 10th Jun 2015
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10th Jun 2015 5:44am
I love your honesty here, the way you talk about your feelings so openly and that you are afraid of losing this person. It sounds to me like there is a lot of trust between you two -- you even mention that you trust this person more than most others. It also sounds like there is a lot more than friendship going on --love comes to mind here -- just the way you talk -- trusting your heart and the other person is the way to go and I believe it will work out for both of you in the end....... Enjoyed this very much.... :) ♡
10th Jun 2015 7:23pm
Thank you, whenever I told him I loved him he said, "I don't really like saying that", and I just felt so hurt and I actually sent this poem to him.
