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I've been drowning in my tears for so long that I mistook my vast loneliness as me deep sea diving in the ocean blue I didn't mind the quietness the cold dark dampness it was a weird comfort like being rocked in the arms of my mother when I was a baby I was being carried on a current God was directing so I didn't mind going through rough waves and choking on the salty water I didn't mind not having company because I knew I would get to where I was supposed to be...in time...time is all I have I will not waste it being ungrateful what I have been through has molded and hardened me so now when I am discovered on the shores of a sandy beach I will be a solidified ocean treasure almost like how a pearl is made they will learn to cherish me because I am rare it took me drowning in my tears to get here and I'd do it all over again if I had to