Lightning and Thunder

Dreams of death and life
While flashes of lightning and rumbles of thunder capture my attention
Bringing me back down to earth
While I hide my suspitions.

Life slips slowly away from me
As I swirl down the darkened void
I spin round and round, falling fast
Death seems hard for me avoid.

Coming back to earth
Seeing my warm wrist stained red
Razor blade gleaming in hand
As nothing is said.

I fall back onto the cool sheet
And watch death fold over me
And when someone finally sees the darkness entering
I can no longer see.

Warmth and Bliss slip away
I become cold and hard
Will you ever notice me?
"I love you" I can no longer say.

No time to say goodbye
No time to regret what I've done
No time to say I love you
And
No time to see my last sun.