THAT'S NOT ME

I live my life harder than you can imagine,
Fighting my demons everyday,
You see fat and disgust,
I see a person who could not run away,

You don't talk to me or look my way,
Did you know I cut the pain away?
You don't even know my name,
I am not the one to blame,

For I am a survivor of sexual abuse,
You had nothing to lose,
Your words hit my heart,
Little by little I am falling apart,

I cry all the time,
I write poems that rhyme,
You see my body which makes you sick,
But you are just a dick,

Everything on the outside that you see,
That is not me.