AM I WRONG

Am I wrong for dha ways dhat I see am I wrong dhat my gut feelings mathes dha visions am I wrong dhat I'm dha black sheep not just to dha suspose 2 be fam but to all dhey lay on this rock am I wrong dhat but any circumstances I refuse 2 fit it am I wrong for taking a stand being my own character owning up to dha answer & call my heavenly father have laid b4 me an outcast with no voice unlyke dha wind I even go unfelt but commonly unseen simple oh so simple heartfeltedly I try to be however I can't seem to break free thru dha thinkness of dha lies so dunkard becomes my disguise & my dismiss damn I never felt so all alone sumtymes even praying for my death so I can return home my flesh is being deteriorated my muscles has no strength weaker than a leaf made outa cottons so am I wrong am I wrong dhat I'm quiet NOW!!! despite dha fact I spoke upon even shared & brought out so much dhat goes far beyond self so once again am I wrong am I wrong dhat I refuse to recite dha same damn song huh am I wrong am I wrong feeling lyke dere notta soul who truly understand or even comprehend dhat this is dha end & we all sin so put god 1st cause none of em is 4 better or worst so watch dha company you keep keeping in mind wat it is dhat u truly plain 2 seek so pretty pick red or blue heaven or hell shyt admittedly even I'm not safe for temptation be having it's way with me but when 2 becomes 1 dhat equals up 2 we SO AM I WRONG AM WRONG 4 ONLY THINKING ABOUT ME ME ME!!!