temptation

"And here's to the shadow of death
who let me prey on you
creep up on you
and slit your throat
i drank your blood like wine
as it trickled down my chin
i love this sensation
like im in control..."
          ~ney


he comes closer to me
laying his arm around me, pulling my into him
slowly
he pulls my hands towards his lap
and makes me rub his bulging erection
"please, don't.. not tonight..."
but i know my please are no longer needed
he pulls me on top of him, so im lying
his heat pressed firmly against me
"i love you." he mumbles, then presses his lips to mine 
i try to move, but his grip tightens
he shoves his hands up my shirt
groping me violently
roughly, he moves me
throwing me unto the floor
then, he yanks on my pants
unbuttoning them...
thrusting three fingers in, i cry out
he silences me with his othar hand...
he grabs me, and throws me back onto the couch,
stripping me completely
i lay naked and shaking
knowing whats going to happen
isnt this what i wanted??
when i look back at him
he's grinning, harder than stone
he lays down
and thrusts himself into me
moaning, he licks my exposed breasts
harder and harder
he cums inside me
slowly, he works his way back down
thrusting his three fingers in once again...

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now, here i stand
a year from that night
terror filling my lungs
maybe.. this is why my urges are so strong..
i lust for that
now, i choose to let them overtake me
sadomasochism
it rocks my world
thanks to you
and your violence
fuck you