A Brief Summary of the History of my Love Life

I'll try to remove all
The sentimental, delusional
Meaning to the words you
Used to say so long ago
In the special moments we'd lay there
Exposing our hopes and fears as we'd bare all
Vulnerability and sharing
Our deepest thoughts
And softest embraces.

It seems that over the years
It's finally been made clear
That when I hoped to have you near
There was little on your side
Except the sense of pride
That you could always make me stay
While simultaneously pushing away;

Insincere emotions born from once upon a time fairy tales.