Shattered

Falling for her and thinking she's the one
   but feeling fear of not being wanted
Loving someone who barely loves you
   sitting here wondering if i really want to be with you
If i died today, probably wouldn't care
   come time for my funeral, she wouldn't even be there
Giving it all just to be broken
   looking for the pieces while wishing and hoping
waiting for that day when appreciated but at the same time searching for a heart that has just been obliterated
   Pain caused by love unaccepted by that of the undeserving
by the bug of broken heartedness i've been bit
   thinking of my time sitting and waiting for it
the pain i feel is sometimes unbearable
   counting my breathes, trying to be careful
wishing for open eyes, trying to stop the lies
   the pain i feel is extremely wide