Fuck Me. Kill Me.

Fuck Me. Kill Me.
Here I am once again
Immobilized by introspection
Section of affection lessened
I don't want to be here
I don't even know why I'm here
I forgot what I fear.
What is there to feel?
I just want to disappear.
Sometimes I want to kill
Fuck me.
Kill me.
In the eye of the hurricane of existential torment
fury of the storm
N' The volatile beast lies dormant
What am I supposed to be doing?
The hatred is brewing.
Kicking up lava
Digging in its heels brooding
A lot of Snot from its nostrils
Situation just got hostile
Pacify myself with the thought that nothing matters
Psyche clouded with nefarious mental chatter
Gather my thoughts before my fragile sanity shatters
Fuvk me.
Kill me
Thrown into this randomness.
Ugly disguised by my handsomeness.
I don't care.
Return myself to the dust.
By my own accord, if I must.
Prolonging the pain is unjust.
Thus My other mode wants to kill as many of you motherfuvkers as I can
Understand that I will be only one man
With the blood of many on my hands
The thought of my existence will be wiped away like footprints in the sand
My shallow memory fades into oblivion
Given its a shadow of a fractional dividend
I cannot express my enmity for this abomination.
FUCK your ideals and your idols.
Fuck your rule.
Fuck your civilization.
Fucj me
Kill me
I don't want to be here.
Fuck you. FÛC|< EVERYTHING‼❕❗