Remember Me?

I take you to be my wife
I promise to be true to you
in good and in bad  
in sickness and in health
I will love and honor you
all the days of my life



"Another shot of Martini yo"
I asked, getting tipsy
The hot sensation from the gin excited me  
I loosened my tie,
racked my hands through my hair
The slit in her gown had my mind wandering
Her red lipstick had my mouth watering
"Can I have a glass of Vieux Carre?"
She asked the bartender in a sedating voice
"Make it two,
bills on me"
I chipped in coolly,
flashing my best grin at her
She looked at me and smiled  
Such captivating beauty
"No"
She whispered in my ears
I stared at her dumbfounded  
She took her drink and blew a kiss at me
I looked at the bartender sheepishly
as she walked off
He winked at me,
the "go-after-her" wink
Standing up
I went after her
She had mixed with the drunken crowd
I could not find her  
I was getting frustrated  
I paced around,
still no sign of her
I swore in deject  
The drinks had started weighing heavily on me  
My head spun
My vision fogged
"Hey boy"
Her tranquillizing voice whispered behind me
"Fun game of hide and seek hun"
She grinned
I turned back sluggishly  
She was blushing widely,
playing with her tangled hair
She looked even more ravishing  
Her breasts stood like two ripe pears  
She licked her lips
"Do you remember me?"
I heard her say
"You look familiar,
but I don’t know..."
I stuttered  
Wide eyes, lust drunk
I pushed her against the wall
I kissed her hungrily
She tried pushing lightly
I kissed her neck
and made my way down her shoulders
Her lips tasted familiar
She quivered
I buried my hands inside her pants
She wrapped her legs around me,
scratching my back as I bit her neck
She let my hands wander,
opening every dark door,
closing every dark door
She moaned in pleasure  
Breathing heavily,
loud pants
My third leg stood up
"Does it feel different?"
She asked smiling awkwardly  
"What do you mean?"
I asked in between moans
"Never mind"
She suddenly pushed me to
the other side of the wall
The darker side of the bar
She kissed my body further down
She flickered her tongue seductively
Tongue flirting with my loaded canon
My body trembled in surmounting pleasure  
I rubbed her silky hair in circles
Building pressure
Rushing blood
Nearing climax
I released my canons in her opened mouth
Breath of relief
She wiped her mouth
"You'd remember me forever"
She whispered
"My name is Natasha"
She walked out.


"Stop Stop"
She screamed  
"Why are you doing this?,
I thought you loved me"
She kicked vehemently
"Shut up slut,
open your damn legs"
I heard a loud slap
Loud screams
I opened my eyes
Darkness
Where am I?
I panicked frantically
I tried standing
The shackles mocked me  
I heard a loud thump
"Somebody help!!!"
My echoes mocked me
Silence
Her screams slowly became dim
Yellow lights suddenly shone  
The lights became closer
Quiet footsteps
"Do you remember me?"
Her face emerged from the darkness
Blood trickled down her legs
"Do you remember me?"
Her voice louder now
"No!!!!!!!"
I screamed as I jumped out of my bed
"No!!!!!!!"
I kept screaming
"It's just a dream,
It's just a dream"
Natasha re-assured me,
hugging me
"She...she...there...she..."
I spluttered uncontrollably
"Take this pill it would make you sleep better
You're safe now"
Natasha gave me a pill to swallow
I laid back on the bed,
facing the ceiling
My heart still racing fast
The dream felt so real
Same dream for the past week
Chills passed through my bones
My eyes slowly closed.
The pills started kicking in
Natasha smiled slowly



"Help Help,
stop, please"
I shouted as I woke up
Same dream
The dream vivid as ever
I looked around my room
Natasha was not on the bed
"What's going on?"
I screamed loudly
My hands were tied to the bed
"Natasha if this is a joke stop please"
No answer
"Fuck, take this shit off me,
what sort of sick joke is this?"
I shouted even louder
"Your screams turn me on,
did you stop when I begged?"
I all of a sudden heard Natasha say
She turned the lights on
"Did you listen to my screams?"
She continued  
"You laughed and even slapped me.
It was funny right"
She paused  
"What are you talking about?"
I asked confused
Heavy sweat pores formed on my fore head  
"You are gonna play dumb now hun?,
you ruined my life,
I could no longer look anyone in the face.
You look away my innocence
You took away my life"
She laughed hysterically  
"Do you remember me now?
Do you remember this face?"
She pulled off her wig
I felt my heart stop
"You are...you mean...are you...no way"
I mumbled,
staring in disbelief
"Natalie?"
"No way, No way"
I hit my head against the wall repeatedly.
"I am sorry Natalie,
I was young and stupid.
I didn’t mean to..."
I stammered uncontrollably
"You cannot complete it, can you?"
She slapped my face
"You didn’t mean to rape me?
Liar, liar, fucking liar"
She screamed, hitting me continuously
"You made me feel pretty,
you called me beautiful,
you sent me flowers,  
I thought you were different"
She paused
"I didn’t know you were a dog"
She threw a shoe at me
"You invited me over,
drugged me and raped me  
Fucking raped me".
She unbuttoned her night gown
I watched it fall
Her nipples stood erect
Blood trickled from her thighs,
down her leg
There was a large cut on her thigh  
Her pale naked skin shone in the dim night light
"Remember the blood flowing down my legs
when you raped me?
You threw me out of your house,
like a ragged doll.
In the freezing cold
And then left town"
She slowly walked towards me  
"I remember the pleasure on your face,
you loved it, didn’t you?
You took my virginity"
She sat on my face
"Lick it, Suck it.
You liked it then, didn’t you?
Lick it you bastard"
She rode her core on my face aggressively
I squeezed my eyes,
tears rolled slowly
Blood smeared my face  
She stood up and walked around the room,
walked to the closet
and brought out her wedding gown.
"So you changed your name to Natasha,
changed your appearance
and traced me to this town.
Natalie I swear I am really sorry.
I know how bad I treated you,
please forgive me"
I sobbed even louder
She looked at me,
tears formed at the corner of her eyes  
"Natalie, we are married now
Let's leave the past behind
I am a changed man.
I love you now. I really do.
I would do anything for you to forgive me"
Silence
"I have waited for this moment for years
I dreamt about it
I looked for you for years
and I found you"
She laughed softly,
that same hysterical laugh.
She wore the wedding gown
"I found you at the bar,
talk about fate,
you fell in love with me,
we got married and here we are"
She walked towards the drawer and brought out a knife
Blood dripped from the knife
The same knife she used to cut her thighs
"Natalie, no, no,
what are you doing?
you don’t have to do this"
I screamed in anguish
She calmly walked towards me.  
"You ruined my life,
my life will never remain the same,
everyday living has been torment for me ever since"
She sat on the bed
"I should make you die a slow painful death,
like cut you in pieces slowly,
but no, you're my husband,
you deserve better"
she smiled slowly
She took a tape and put it over my mouth
My screams came out as muffles
She taped my eyes
I stole a last look at the girl I had now loved,
my wife,
She fought tears.
I felt the knife slash through my veins
She removed the tape from my eyes and lips
She kissed me slowly,
suddenly weeping unstoppably.  
"I loo..vvv...ee...yoo.."
I struggled to say
I felt life slowly leaving me
I felt her collapse on my shoulders
She had slit her wrist also
She held my hand tightly
The bedsheet steadily got soaked,
in our pooling blood
"See you in heaven,
we would start life all over"
She whispered in struggles,
her breath becoming deep and shallow
We laid in a pool of our blood
I saw dark horses and angels
Darkness.



I take you to be my husband,
I promise to be true to you
in good times and in bad
in sickness and in health
I will love and honor you
until death do us part.