wanted: aid to incarcernated in psycho.ward.

here i must recite Kathy Acker, who recite George Bataille who said "that all society wants to do is propagate itself. like any junkie, maintain.

Law is the basis of society. Identity is only Law. Because the Law does not recognize anything other than itself, it caanot recognizeany one or thing that is different from it, any radical difference. Law is neither messy nor confused, above all, it is not black."

being summarily for 12th mobnth incarcernated, i slowly get impression that state want from me like from zozo le skizzo, that i keep it a mirror of its ugly face, what naturally appall me. to get free i could only when i prove myself as fine artist or adequate, speak wanted political activist. i am not both of it. i feel like i have been "encouraged" to some fucking hero deed, to prove that ressistance is possible, whereas in reality resistance is ILLEGAL. they took me pens, sticks, isolate me, provocate with an adult artist who is for absolutely certain fictive patient on station. Who would may give me tips, how to act in such situatuion. when i not punished for some guirrilla warfare, i have daily 30min of internet to read your advise, and resposnce. for which i would like thank everybody in advance.

further Kathy acker speak: " the fightr against the patriarchal sexist society is the fight against the refusal to allow contradiction, differencwe, othernesss. Helene Cixous is speaking about the return of memory, when she says,

When "repressed" of their culture and society come back, it is an explosive return, which is absulutely shattering, staggering, overturning, with a a force never let looose before".


i know nix of who is h. Cixous, but i think her words are just idealistic myth. because repressed of their culture will be one after other executed, in loony bin, or in jail, or just in civil situations, brought to suizide or another methods.