A Dream That Could Change My Life

Sitting and thinking,
If I should smoke with him,
If I do, will my dream come true,
He has a girlfriend,
I have a boyfriend,
Yet we are still good friends,
I've had that dream every night over a month now,
The one where we kiss,
I still can't tell if we are high,
There is a bong on the bed sitting right next to us,
I never get far in the dream,
I don't know what happens next,
Do we keep kissing, do we start dating,
It doesn't help that I can't decide my feelings for him,
I don't want to lose another friend,
I guess I'm just scared,
I guess I'll see how thing go, what ever happens, happens,
But what happens may ruin things,
Yet it could create new things,
Either way things could be good or bad