I found you

I found you today
I still love you
For when you used to comfort me
Make me feel warm

But,
you were a selfish lover

You stole from me
you took something away
something I am still scrambling to get back

My SANITY

I'm not made of stone
But you would know that right?
You were my hero
But you were also my villain

I found you today
I thought about throwing you away

But all those memories bring back what's inside
Pain, hate, self disgust
Let's me know how better I am now
So goodbye my dear lover
My dear family
My dear sanity
My dear knife