My Nightmares

When I am asleep,
You are my nightmare
The devil of my thoughts
The monster in my mind

Sleep isn't so bad,
As long as I don't dream
Because once I do,
It's only of you

My dreams fool me
They make me think you care
But you don't
This I know very well

You used to care,
What happened to that?
"We drifted apart"
But that's bull crap

I wish you were
My sweet dreams again
The nightmares,
They never disappear

My dreams destroy me
They make me weak
Kill me now
So I'm out

My dreams are my devil
They never come true
My dreams are of us
But we are not an "us"