Wanting to Know the Real me!

I woken not knowing who I truly am today... am I who I've always been?... Or am I simply who everyone has seen and expected me to be!... I raise and sat on the side of my bed and ponder the thought... Who am I!... Who do I really want to be? Is it that I want just to be as I am in everyone else's eyes!... Or is there more to being me?... Can I be more than I am? If so, who will know its me?.... How can I let myself be known?.... Do I want to be known by others to be judged?... So to say if I am perfect enough in their eyes or not!... Should I dare to change who I am?... Become new to even me!... So that I might know who I am.... Instead of simply being what everyone wants me to be... Can I make this change in my life?... Who all will it effect?... Maybe just me... For I not think anyone has truly seen nor known the real me!.....