I have a terrible memory

The days go on & on
& they seem to forget about me walking slowly
Poems in my room scattered on my bedroom floor
I don’t remember writing some of these wonderful things
I gather them & read through them
surprisingly, I don’t remember any
I stop in the middle of reading & think of all the little details that others think
that i have already put in the past
Many things don’t seem to interest me
Music, nature, him, & about three good people in this world are the only
I have a terrible memory
But for the people i love in this world, I will always remember to be there for them
Just like they do for me
There are those friends who find time in their schedule for me
I respect them
trust me
But for the people who never look at their schedule when in need
those are the people that i appreciate the most out of this whole world
Those are the people who don’t ask for a poem about them
but i write something for them anyway because they are beautiful in their own way
The days go on & on
Things don’t matter anymore
I go outside
look at the sky
take a deep breath
& realize how insignificant things are
I have a very terrible memory
& I don’t tolerate any stupid thing
But there are people that i will never forget
People that i love with all  my heart
People that I will protect with my life
There are people i will do stupid things for just for a smile when they are down