Black Maelstrom

Giant black maelstrom
Descending upon my soul
Nowhere to turn
My heart is a black hole
Always be the strong one
Never can I be weak
Be the one on whom to depend
Keep the pain, the hurt inside
Of this i cannot speak
I want to run
To hide away
To disappear
I am needed
I can't leave yet
Have to work, earn, LIVE
I cannot rest
Psychotic break
Rapidly approaches
Screams inside my head
My will to be shortly broken
I am worthless
Ugly little head rears
I am a failure
Failure
Failure
Over and over
Again and again
Alone...
I am so alone...