Read If You Hear Voices

 

This is a stigma that affects a lonely minority,
 Do you want to know who has been depressed?
 The next one to go isn't really that pretty
 So with this show don't be obsessed.

 Today I feel dirty, last week wasn't fine.
 Do you think that I could see sunrise?
 Looking for something to satisfy time?
 Make me feel guilt. Can we compromise?

 My body's turned to something we loathe;
 I probably want to stay in the dark
 The world keeps saying I'm lazy and worthless
 I may be thinking that they hit the mark

 What's the point anymore, what's the attraction?
 Give me whatever you have? whatever they say?
 Listen woman voice, do you want to see some action?
 If you do, I'll look at some for you today.

 I'm guessing that you think that I'm psycho,
 Why the hell not, why not for your self see?
 I'm trying to get through life in this putrid body, no?
 Now your harmfully starting to give paranoia to me!

 A pretty one like you is all I need to down these pills
 Give me another and my appetite grows
 It's all to forget your a flipping out mother that thrills
 Them! but my apathetic self  has no children, I guess it shows

 My family life is not good enough for you
 I'm stupid trash, bad words fly through all brain's
 These people are extremely important, what can I do?
 They're large voices and everyday it's all these names.

 Yeah pad yourself with stuffing and drive a nice car
 I feel like jumping out my third story window
 As if these people haven't left my brain and body a scar
 I can feel it, no operation can heal this repugnant low.

 I guess they're high again and now were in the hospital
 Nobody can do a thing, some people might cry "victim"
 As if having children on these drugs were possible
 Well apparently so and let me tell you this on a whim

 Tease the inner child in me, tear my brother apart
 Repressed mistakes reviled I see and unknown
 Where this story came from I don't know where to start
 Can't they see we are adults now fully grown

 Immature and not fit I guess I have to deal with it
 My brother's death now really vengeance against the high
 How could they make abuse a joke with children and not give a shit
 With kids and if it was theirs, well stoned, I know they would lie

 So I can't find work and you're still hanging around
 You make me a criminal by imaginary fault
 Some damn disease I've been given justified by sound
 Telling me to commit suicide, is part of your assault

 So now I get harassment not only by you
 It's people that I know and pass right on the street
 People in positions of a mental support crew
 Insult my vulnerable intelligence when we meet.

 Now just a game is a passing dream
 Hide the meal of sorts I hear him say
 His love is scum, cheers with coffee and cream!
 I hear some sort of banter as I lay.

 Repeat, Repeat I can't get through
 Sobs of conceited men living a lie
 Why not pick someone you're proud to love
 Or is this creepy pleasure too high?

 Sigh, Doc, that's suggestive and would your family tree?
 For we're innocent and Mom is as far as I know!
 Wrecking a home is exactly your cup of tea
 A perversion certainly a way to heighten your show!

 Hey why don't you alert the authorities to this
 Do I need "Filth In Hell For A" conclusion
 Believe a crazy condemnation that's pissed
 Would anyone understand this is not a delusion?