trust

i realize what i give away too much
my trust has been broken too many times
I could have been stabbed i wouldn't care
i could be robbed and i would walk away
but to break my trust means you hit my heart
it has been broken by those i cared for
i get dragged around and toyed with
then thrown away as if i never mattered
what did i ever do to deserve this...
why wont anybody care about me
i can never understand it because it hurts
i come with open arms and get betrayed
i get a knife in my back if i look away
i care about others so thy're not like me
yet i can never trust anybody in the end
i go out of my way to help others
yet they only give me pain in my heart
i might as well remain in my own shadow
because there is nobody who would care
no matter how much i try....