I Lose You by gentlegirl

We were so good together and I threw it all away by my actions. I think you most beautiful person i ever know and I loved you so much I lost myself. I became someone i never see before in me. I let go of my self respect all because I had never know such love as you gave to me so I thought by doing and saying the things I did i would keep you but I was wrong, I lost you instead. This gentle girl that you loved so much changed into a very ugly person. It has been a struggle within me to admit the truth about myself and i have ask God to forgive me. Be kind to youself. You are truly the most wonderful man and I never stop loving you. I know you will have happy life because you have gentle loving soul. I will come to you at 10 you time but if you not here i will understand. No bad feelings ever to you. I love you and family so much and wish you only happiness and peace. I am so proud of you accomplishments in you life. I never do anything disrespectful to you or to myself again. I am sorry I make our relationship so miserable.. I am sorry for any tear i make fall from you beautiful eyes. I learn so much from my handsome teacher and i believe our souls will be connected forever as one. Don't worry if you decide to not continue in the relationship and i will not think you leave me because i lose you you not lose me.. i will love you forever. Love from you gentle girl