What if...

VERSE 1
What if I told you
I wanted to die?
That I'm tired of living,
of being alive.

VERSE 2
What if I said
it gets worse at night?
The thoughts get louder
and nothing is right.

CHORUS
The truth is,
you could slit my throat
and with one last gasping breath
I would apologize
for bleeding on your shirt

VERSE 3
What if I lied
and said everything was fine?
No, I'm not crying,
I swear I'm alright.

VERSE 4
What if I died?
I doubt you'd even cry.
Would you even care
if I took my own life?

CHORUS
The truth is,
you could slit my throat
and with one last gasping breath
I would apologize
for bleeding on your shirt

BRIDGE
I’m scared that if I let myself be happy
For even a moment that the world’s gonna
come crashing down on me,
and I don’t know if I can survive that.

CHORUS
The truth is,
you could slit my throat
and with one last gasping breath
I would apologize
for bleeding on your shirt


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PS! I'm sorry that a lot of my songs are depressing. Just a period in life. We all have our times. :)
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