Asking Him

Hey,
I think it’s about time I asked these questions.
Am I allowed to be near you?
Am I allowed to look you in the eye and laugh at your jokes?
Am I allowed to sit at the same table as you and join in on conversations?

Hey,
I've been beginning to wonder.
Does it have to be this awkward?
Do we have to avoid each other?
Do we have a chance at remaining friend after High School?

Hey,
I've been down because of these thoughts.
Would you care if I was gone?
Would you care if something happened to me?
Would you care if I was upset every time I want to be with you but I can’t?

Hey,
I've been curious to know what you've seen.
Have you seen every time I was crying at the table?
Have you seen how much I want to talk to you?
Have you seen any of the problems I've been having?

Hey,
I've been thinking.
How would you react to this poem?
How would you feel after knowing everything going on in my head?
Would it make you hate me or something else?