From Where I Stand

             From where I stand we're all adrift on this ball of fire and rock. Once I get past the sphere of the human waste, harmony and serendipity sinks in. Ants and humans float upon the same spaceship. I stand with my feet on the ground, head in the clouds. But if there is no up, no magnification of self-importance in life, then the private sphere is the only place to stand. Other focuses may hold greater immediate priority, but we only pass through this world. We stand inside, alone.

            From where I stand the purpose of life is to propagate life. Survive, prosper in order to continue producing life. From the life I've lived I still don't want to procreate. So I move to propagate life, love, to liberate and educate about love, sex, social issues. In this I feel no higher calling. The pull is innate. I feel like a caveman, wandering the land, tasting life in every moment for the experience of it. Every day I hunger equally for food, laughter, affection. I want more than a carnal match. 5 things I'm looking for in a woman are

1. Trusting companionship.
2. Warmth/Empathy
3. Intellectual/Sexual Stimulation
4. Best Friend/Activity Partner
5. Dance Conduit/Share Synergy

         Moving through days as an equal to humanity though, means matching back for everything we desire. For every state of harmony is balance. From where I stand I must be balanced in myself before I search, before I stream, before I start. 5 things I love and value about myself are

1. Self-reliant, independent, self-made, self-taught, self-corrected
2. Honesty/Loyalty/Consistency/Follow through
3. Wit/Intelligence
4. Imagination/Fascination with life
5. Creativity/Social Freedom

         From where I stand, men want an equal. One woman who's wife/mother, hustler/money getter and freak in bed. We'll either date 3 women or find one who's all 3. Women want friendship, loyalty, understanding, the freedom to freak out without being judged. Men want the same, with the caveat that nobody reveals that we ever felt any anxiety. Sensitivity can be a display of strength. If you're strong enough to reach for help. Women and men need to feel needed. But nobody should be emotionally needy from dependence. From everything life puts us through, we grow our layers. We self-create. Provide your own inspiration, resource, be independent and take charge. Let life's passion fill you and sexual passion, health, and wisdom will follow.

         From sitting to standing is a commitment to movement. But some motion is so reflexive. In this we find where our truths stand. That sudden uptake of breath, that picks up my step, gets me talking with hands touching my chest. What makes me start? Being shocked and getting past it. What makes me fight? Sheer disrespect. Injustice. Bullying. Betraying. Hurting a child. What makes me laugh? Dumb stuff that's true. Harsh stuff that's real. Fiction passed as logic. Twists that tie back to innocence. What do I want in a friend? Respect, acceptance, loyalty, equity, camaraderie, interest. What do I want from my future? Be recognized. Published, recorded, invent something. See a simpler broad-view. Use the pattern for utility. What do I love about life? Lust, love humor, warm feelings, family, friends, curiosity. What makes music so awesome? Being carried away, connected to the source. Step outside of time and expectation. True prayer and response.

         From all I've wandered through of religious studies I stand on my own morals. Would an atheist be more moral without selfish tendencies? Religions are just failed sciences. Humans are naturally polygamist and society needs to rethink its views on love and commitment. Look out for the worst advice ever given. Let's stop making caveats and pandering to the ignorance of conservative sympathizers. They know they can't replace the benefits and knowledge found elsewhere, that they're demanding you to accept and espouse what they can never prove. It's negative abuse programming. It's textbook social sequencing. Mecca was the center of all learning with people from all over the world welcomed to Baghdad to study, exchange ideas. All philosophies and sciences could be challenged, invested and tested. Until a prophet of Islam declared all manipulation of Math to be the devil's work. Since then engineering/science developments ceased to sprout in the Middle East. There are over 1.6 billion Muslims, over 23% of the world and only 11 Nobel Prize Winners, 4 for sciences. There are only 12 million Jewish people in the world and yet a quarter of all Nobel Prize winners are Jewish. Theological Aggression destroys scientific achievement.

         From where I stand the Golden Rule is the only Commandment that should exist. But if we need 10 more? From what I've learned here's a start:

1. According to Quantum Mechanics, the world is a game of chance. Reality at the most fundamental level is a matter of probability, not certainty. Einstein said "God does not throw dice." He was wrong.
2. Question authority. Cut yourself out of bullshit.
3. The game has been rigged since the first lying thieves and dictators, I mean high priests and traders cornered the market on literacy
4. American education designs drones. Teach yourself.
5. If it makes you happy, find it, live it.
6. You can only go so deep for knowledge, until you hit a lie.
7. Cool down, just have fun. Let it change you.
8. Don't be afraid to howl it out. Personas strive to exist.
9. Worry is a misuse of imagination. You don't know enough to worry.
10. When does a person exercise power? When are you asserting your manhood and not personhood as power? What are you unconsciously impacting with your behavior?

         From where I stand, children are not property. The definition of community includes an awareness of children. If bad behavior occurs in front of you, point it out and correct it. Otherwise, yuppies will continue to proliferate. Self-entitled brats grow up to become yuppies. In societies that practice orgies, men cannot trace lines of parenting. But every day is childhood replayed, as we retrace the maps we made or make new ones, with a child's sense of curiosity and wonder. Every day is New Year's Eve. I never know what'll happen here. Letting myself hate is letting damage reach me from nowhere. All matter is energy. We all just dream ourselves, no one else's image of you is any more real than a memory. Hate is the worst taste, but I can rarely forget.

         From the healing I've done, I'd like to have a simple mind. But I've heard thousands of simple falsehoods. "If it can't be broken down further, it can't be questioned." Never mind that the conclusions were pre-written to match whatever comfort zone the pundit wishes to achieve. Who needs research and data when you can cluster emotional mores? Texas Sharpshooter: Classic Logical Fallacy. Bill Burr puts it even better "I don't buy statistics. You already know what your opinion is, so you go to www.I'mright.com, and then digest a bunch of bullshit and regurgitate it again." I try not to pop off on ignoramuses for that. But they give close-minded thinking a safe haven. Yet I'm considered the dangerous one to listen to. Ripping a man's crown is like kicking him when he's down. Some fuckers just need to be chloroformed the moment they speak.

         From everywhere I've ever lived and adapted I've grown fluid and learned so much about the severity of social trends. Culture is defined as a set of accommodations an individual makes for the benefit of an institution. It almost never benefits the individual. Set your own. Culture is your operating system. Change your system frequently enough and you'll see everything. You can re-make your whole process. Clear your plate and start anew. Who you were is a memory. Who you are is constantly changing. The operating system can be replaced; you're a free human being. The only thing truly lasting is the unknown. Everything else is assumed. Any ideology is a road. There are no answers. Only questions. Make your mind a fortress, body a temple. Let NOW call the shots. You have to remember NOW. This is sexier, richer, more vibrant than before. Because this is the only spot that's accessible. You have the day and your own world to elevate, to be inspired by and lively within. Creativity is making life. Revitalize yourself, push the machine instead of being a cog in it. Epiphany can be shared and tingled from family and friends. Lubrication for consciousness-exploding energy. Whatever you call it I digest it through pussyjuice, Divinity's Kiss.

         From where I roll and dance to live there is elevation value in celebrating crazy, sexy, cool. This can be taken too far, so a clear, moderated mind is essential. Raw energy from sexual synergy comes wherever anyone is turned on. Crazy. Sexy. Cool. Raw energy is adaptable. There's a magic stream from the reaction point to infinite, to possibility. Innovation comes as a natural reaction to needing to mate. When it's time an animal that needs sex will find a way around any obstacles, find a way to attract a mate, discover the secrets to mating, attraction, seduction, closure, consequence. The last one sometimes gets forgotten. Consequence. Innovation is what we need to handle any consequence. There's Mother Nature, making sure life continues, that the ambitious spirit is invigorated. Crazy. Sexy. Cool. It's not something you choose. It's what you are.

         From where I stand style is in details of the complete package. What drives you, expressed in its truest form is your style. Fully know what you need, what you like, what you represent, what you feel as it all pours into your flavor. Flavor is a lasting impact that your style has on others. Jewelry, accouterments, jokes, body language, outlook on life physically expressed in clothing, dance, dialogue are all part of one's style. Everyone has their own style. The more you express and pour out into your style with no fear of reprisal, the greater impact it has. Your style is your thumbprint. Rock it solidly and fearlessly.

         From where I stand Politricks is just War by other means. Getting people to run with bullshit. The paradigm is all acting, politicians and clergy are just bullies and hustlers. The friendlier they are, the bigger the lie, to get you hooked. They don't want to lead you. They want to resource you. They're just pimps like the entertainment industry. 2 party system is an illusion. Cliques and PAC's are just gangs. A nation's ideology is best exemplified in its foreign policy. Where locals don't see, the truth moves. Identify from there. Civilization is a mutual agreement to not murder one another. All else is a facade. When the shit goes down, there is only the real world.

         From were I stand the value of a Hip Hop education is crucial in an ever-changing world. In the sphere of Hip Hop are chambers of understanding: Beatboxing, Breakdancing, DJ'ing, MC'ing, Graffiti Writing, Street Knowledge, Street Entrepreneurship, Street Fashion, Street Language. Rapping began with spitting verse over a repeating beat. Hip Hop started in the park. Social activism within the Zulu Nation and Afrikaa Bambataa brought consciousness, social wisdom, science, history, philosophy, medicine to Hip Hop. As the 80's progressed and NAS, KRS-ONE, Slick Rick came up, Hip Hop evolved into a social movement that unified poor people in the struggle across the world. The sounds of the street and also the hunger in your gut, the fury and frustration of being forgotten, used, disenfranchised, robbed and relegated to an inferior role all fused into tight fiery anthems of war. Hip Hop grew, with steamy innuendos in bluesy poetry. The living legacy of the original Jazz Kings, the Blues Masters was passed on. Funk and soul fused in, and the sexy dance that began overtook the world. In every city and town the underground grew, with Hip Hop culture. In the same cities, strait-laced women danced, showered and made love to Hip Hop, R & B, Soul. The Beast consumed secrets. Outsiders, conservative white businessmen, sheltered suburban preppies and princesses caught a whiff of Hip Hop's inimitable fragrance and wanted a piece of the zeitgeist. Some sought the status it would bring, a release from the confines of their banal, pedestrian lives. Others saw a marketable commodity in Hip Hop's culture and turned it into something that could be packaged, just as they had done with Rock and Roll. Neither phenomenon could change the essence of Hip Hop Culture. Rapping is something you do. Hip Hop is something you are. Wherever you came from Hip Hop will teach you the history of what's going on now.