Sit and Wait

 
I sit and wait
He's got his distractions
And I've just got myself
Me and my thoughts
Sitting tight
Packed in a box

I bury my head in the dark
And sit and wonder
If he knows
How my yearning for him
Still grows and grows

When words are spat
I lose myself
Feelings barge in with haste
There is never time to think
Never time
To step back and reflect
And stop the wordy neglect
To another human being
Until it's too late

I realise
Through hale or shine
I still feel the same
Empty and missing him
I am completely to blame
I wish he didn't flee
This is truly not the real me

Maybe one of these days
I can finally come to terms
That no one lasts forever
In your life and in their own
My hurt is not worth the wait