URGES

Holding back from temptation
Need to fill this viod
Happiness is near
Regret follows
Cant go down this road
Not again
Not this time

Getting back into
Old habbits
One down
Nothing
Three down
Something
Five down
Crash

A rush overcomes
Thoughts and actions
Tripping and slurring
Seems the new fashion

Alone
In my own world
Room spinning
Thoughts running wild
Cant hear them
Ears ringing

People
Laughing
Talking
Having fun
Who am i?
No one

Viod never filled
Always in search
For something deeper
Something more

Creeping back into old
ways
Happinessis here
Regret is always near