The break up song

she doesn't see the sky
for the tears in her eyes
shining sun shimmers her visions
beyond her mind, crystal clear

night is a starkness of loneliness
days a fixed smile of pretending
she wants to live or leave
just be away, a moth away from fire

then she sees his smiling face
within the curtain of her eyelids
and she wants to do it all over again
she wants to feel the love again

too many times too much
she looks at her wounds
healed on her arms
dripping in her heart.