My adversity!

I hear noises,
strange voices
calling death
in my head.
Can't escape it
or unhear it..
Terribly!
i'm cold hearted.
I can't complain
nor restrain,
im afraid it'll end
making me insane,
addicted to pain
of blood drain..
I heard
a kind voice
lately, it spoke of a choice,
in my adversity
the only remedy
of all anxiety
or insanity..